The sister missionaries called me and said they needed a place to go with a woman and asked if they could come here. Of course I said yes. We (Cadi and I) had just gotten home from the barbeque, Ryan was at a movie with Jack and another friend, and Cadi was in the tub. I quickly picked up the family room, got Cadi out of the tub and into PJs, and then "knock knock".
They began to give the first discussion to this woman, we'll call her Hope (because that's what I wish I could just give her). As we talked, Hope told us about her life. She is in a very unhealthy marriage. She feels that she has no options. She does not want a divorce because the Bible says you shouldn’t divorce. But she is experiencing some forms of abuse and there are four young children exposed to it as well. She feels that God doesn’t love her, she doesn’t see how He could love her. She feels that God can change her husband, but He doesn’t. She loves God though. It was the saddest thing. I could not imagine how she feels. I could not imagine what her life is like.
I felt so sad for her. As I closed the door I just cried. Just that this poor woman who loves God, used to be a missionary in her country for her church, used to be happy, used to feel the spirit, now feels that she is nothing to God. She feels there is no hope for her. She feels that she will never feel the spirit again.
What I take for granted! I feel God’s love for me, even when I know I don’t deserve it! I have a husband who loves and respects me. I am in a safe environment that allows me to develop and grow physically, emotionally, mentally, and especially spiritually.
I wish I could just give that all to Hope. My heart just aches for her and every other person who feels like that. I feel somewhat helpless, but I know that Heavenly Father is not helpless. And I know that He does love her very much. So, I will do all I can do – I will pray for her. I believe I will fast for her too.
I don’t know if I will ever see her again or even hear about her again. But I do pray that things will improve for her. I hope she will at the very least be able to feel Heavenly Father’s love for her.
I think about all the missionaries. They must see this often. How do they do it? How do you go into people’s homes, see their environment, know that evil things are happening to innocent people, and then have to walk out, not being able to do anything that makes it better for them? How do you say a prayer and then not worry or think about it anymore. I know that by saying a prayer we are doing “something” and that the Lord’s hands are the best “hands” to leave it in, but still – how do you do it? Gosh, I just wish I could make her okay. I wish I could make her see and feel what I see and feel. I wish I could give her that hope and peace and love. But I can’t.
Monday, May 30, 2005
Flight Booked
We got a good deal on Ryan's flight out there. We found a one-way ticket on Continental for $231 (including taxes!). The best part is that it leaves Portland at 12:15 am and arrives in Philadelphia at 11:50 am. That gets us the minivan on Tuesday instead of having to wait overnight , getting it after they open on Wednesday. I was able to select his seats too, so I got him exit seats so he can stretch and get a little sleep.
Even if he doesn't get very far on Tuesday before he stops for more rest (if he doesn't get much on the plane or something), at least he can get going and then leave as early as he wants on Wednesday. I think that will get him at least a half-day's start (possibly a full day's start) and that means he should get here earlier, giving us more of an opportunity to visit CA afterwards.
Even if he doesn't get very far on Tuesday before he stops for more rest (if he doesn't get much on the plane or something), at least he can get going and then leave as early as he wants on Wednesday. I think that will get him at least a half-day's start (possibly a full day's start) and that means he should get here earlier, giving us more of an opportunity to visit CA afterwards.
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Kirtland
I made it to Gospel Doctrine for the first time this year! Earlier we were in a family relations class, then we always had an investigator or less-active person with us so we went to Gospel Principles instead.
The lesson was awesome, but how could it not be? Afterall, it was only Sister W., who is one of the most spiritual and neatest ladies I know. She's a great scriptorian and a seminary teacher. The kids LOVE her class!
Anyhow, the lesson was on the building of the Kirtland Temple. The whole time we focused on how they might have felt. First being commanded, then delaying and getting chastized, then being obedient, sacrificing, laboring, guarding, and finally finishing. The anticipation they must have felt when it was time to be dedicated. The Dedicatory Prayer, the hope that it would be accepted. The amazing way that the Lord told them it was accepted.
We sang "The Spirit of God", imagining we were there, what those words must have meant to them, what do they mean to us? How does thinking of all this make us feel? How do we feel about our temple? What are we willing to sacrifice in order to be obedient? It was a terrific lesson and the spirit was strong.
So, now I wish even more that we could do a church history tour sooner rather than later! But that's okay. Someday...
The lesson was awesome, but how could it not be? Afterall, it was only Sister W., who is one of the most spiritual and neatest ladies I know. She's a great scriptorian and a seminary teacher. The kids LOVE her class!
Anyhow, the lesson was on the building of the Kirtland Temple. The whole time we focused on how they might have felt. First being commanded, then delaying and getting chastized, then being obedient, sacrificing, laboring, guarding, and finally finishing. The anticipation they must have felt when it was time to be dedicated. The Dedicatory Prayer, the hope that it would be accepted. The amazing way that the Lord told them it was accepted.
We sang "The Spirit of God", imagining we were there, what those words must have meant to them, what do they mean to us? How does thinking of all this make us feel? How do we feel about our temple? What are we willing to sacrifice in order to be obedient? It was a terrific lesson and the spirit was strong.
So, now I wish even more that we could do a church history tour sooner rather than later! But that's okay. Someday...
Saturday, May 28, 2005
That 70's Poll
Here are my two possible 70's outfits for next week's 70's themed ward party. I want to know which one YOU think I should wear. Keep in mind that I will probably still just do what I'm planning on doing. lol
This shirt really makes me look fat! Honest, I'm not quite that bad. But don't you LOVE these bell bottoms?
While I'm posting pictures, here is a picture of the finished wall in my family room. What do you think?
This shirt really makes me look fat! Honest, I'm not quite that bad. But don't you LOVE these bell bottoms?
While I'm posting pictures, here is a picture of the finished wall in my family room. What do you think?
I am SO tempted by "option C"!
Ryan looked over the route he is taking from Pennsylvania back here. HE IS GOING TO NAUVOO!!! I am SOOOO jealous! And if I had (or could find) the money for Acadia and I to go with him, I would totally sell you (all of you down in Sacramento) out to go with him instead of trying for the little Sacramento trip at the end of his cross-country trip!!!
Good thing for you I am pretty broke! I have wanted to go to Nauvoo for SO LONG!!! But it would cost another $600 for two more tickets. So, Nauvoo will remain one of my life goals.
I do want to see you all down in Sac-o-tomatos too. I'd love to see everyone's new homes (Wow, I've got three places to tour!) and see Dad and Ryan's Step-Dad right before Father's Day. Not to mention his mom right before her birthday. And that is hopefully what we will still do. But you all just better hope I don't find some extra money somewhere - and that Ryan's trip back goes smoothly and quick enough that we can get down there at all!
Good thing for you I am pretty broke! I have wanted to go to Nauvoo for SO LONG!!! But it would cost another $600 for two more tickets. So, Nauvoo will remain one of my life goals.
I do want to see you all down in Sac-o-tomatos too. I'd love to see everyone's new homes (Wow, I've got three places to tour!) and see Dad and Ryan's Step-Dad right before Father's Day. Not to mention his mom right before her birthday. And that is hopefully what we will still do. But you all just better hope I don't find some extra money somewhere - and that Ryan's trip back goes smoothly and quick enough that we can get down there at all!
Slight Change in Plans
Since Monday is a holiday, the dealership that is selling the minivan is going to be closed. So, plan B is to either overnight or wire the money and then pick up the minivan next week.
Yes, this poses another problem. Next week is the week we are scheduled to go to Sacramento. So, we will be playing that trip by ear now. Ryan will fly out of here Tuesday (June 7), get there in the evening. Probably get the minivan on Wednesday and start driving back. It will be a few days to get back. I think straight driving time is a whole two days then add on resting, fueling, eating and I don't know how long it will be.
If we could afford it, I'd love to have us all fly out to PA, then take the drive back together. But that may go slower and rule out a visit to CA completely. Or if we really pushed, we could go straight to CA for a couple of days. But we can't afford three plane tickets.
It's a bummer that the trip down to Sac is going to get shortened at best. But on the other hand, this way Ryan will be gone over already approved time off from work and that will be a blessing. Otherwise he was going to have to try to find someone to cover for him and that isn't easy. Plus, Ryan is supposed to be studying for a final. lol It is better for him to take the trip after that final is over.
Yes, this poses another problem. Next week is the week we are scheduled to go to Sacramento. So, we will be playing that trip by ear now. Ryan will fly out of here Tuesday (June 7), get there in the evening. Probably get the minivan on Wednesday and start driving back. It will be a few days to get back. I think straight driving time is a whole two days then add on resting, fueling, eating and I don't know how long it will be.
If we could afford it, I'd love to have us all fly out to PA, then take the drive back together. But that may go slower and rule out a visit to CA completely. Or if we really pushed, we could go straight to CA for a couple of days. But we can't afford three plane tickets.
It's a bummer that the trip down to Sac is going to get shortened at best. But on the other hand, this way Ryan will be gone over already approved time off from work and that will be a blessing. Otherwise he was going to have to try to find someone to cover for him and that isn't easy. Plus, Ryan is supposed to be studying for a final. lol It is better for him to take the trip after that final is over.
Friday, May 27, 2005
I went shopping today...
I bought some cute things for the 70's theme ward activity we are having next week. I got a cute brown plaid skirt, some platform shoes (cute ones), bell bottom jeans (HUGE bell bottoms), sunglasses, and even a 70's looking purse to match the shoes. I haven't gotten a shirt yet, that will have to be the next thrift store run.
I got a skirt and jeans because I couldn't decide (heehee). Partly it depends on what shirt I find. Also, I thought that I could use the skirt next week, but use the bell bottoms for a halloween outfit sometime (they'd be warmer). We'll see. When I decide I can return them if I don't want them.
The party will be fun though! My young women are working on "Don't Go Breaking My Heart" for a lipsinc. I'm supposed to be a librarian "shush"ing them at the end.
I also got me a cute mom t-shirt. It is white and has a bunch of names for "mom" in black with a few sparkly red hearts. And I picked up some clothes and a pair of sandals for Cadi.
Oh, and Ryan and I also bought a minivan today. lol It's a 2000 Honda Odyssey, fully loaded and in Philidelphia. Ryan is booking a flight out after church Sunday then he'll drive it home. Crazy, huh? But check it out...
I think we'll get a portable DVD player that hangs over the headrest of the seat in front of you so Acadia will be able to watch movies while we travel.
Can you believe it??? I own a minivan!!! lol
I got a skirt and jeans because I couldn't decide (heehee). Partly it depends on what shirt I find. Also, I thought that I could use the skirt next week, but use the bell bottoms for a halloween outfit sometime (they'd be warmer). We'll see. When I decide I can return them if I don't want them.
The party will be fun though! My young women are working on "Don't Go Breaking My Heart" for a lipsinc. I'm supposed to be a librarian "shush"ing them at the end.
I also got me a cute mom t-shirt. It is white and has a bunch of names for "mom" in black with a few sparkly red hearts. And I picked up some clothes and a pair of sandals for Cadi.
Oh, and Ryan and I also bought a minivan today. lol It's a 2000 Honda Odyssey, fully loaded and in Philidelphia. Ryan is booking a flight out after church Sunday then he'll drive it home. Crazy, huh? But check it out...
I think we'll get a portable DVD player that hangs over the headrest of the seat in front of you so Acadia will be able to watch movies while we travel.
Can you believe it??? I own a minivan!!! lol
Thursday, May 26, 2005
100 tidbits about me
1.I have no middle name.
2.I have blue eyes.
3.I don't wear colored nail polish on my finger nails.
4.My favorite color is green.
5.I play the piano.
6.I went to early morning seminary all four years of high school.
7.I have painted 11 rooms/areas of the house we live in now.
8.I am vertically challenged (5'1.5") so naturally I love to wear heals!
9.I wear two rings - my wedding ring and the amethyst ring my grandmother gave to me when she died.
10.My favorite vacation (so far)was the trip to Disney World last summer.
11.My favorite hymn is "How Firm a Foundation".
12.I love to laugh.
13.I have been to eleven temples, but I've only been inside six.
14.I have stayed in a cabin in the Adirondacks.
15.I was only one class away from graduating from Institute when we had to move.
16.I loved going to Girls Camp when I was in Young Women.
17.I am a romantic at heart.
18.I haven't worked outside of the home in over seven years.
19.I have been pregnant three times, I have one beautiful child.
20.I am trying to learn sign language.
21.While I love my Yamaha Clavinova, my dream piano is a black lacquered, baby grand, Yamaha Disclavier (5'3").
22.I have lived in four states.
23.The most foreign place I've ever been is Jamaica.
24.My favorite animal is the killer whale.
25.The first car I ever owned was an '83 Honda Accord.
26.I am the oldest of eight children.
27.I never ran for any position in the student body government at school.
28.I hate seafood.
29.I love the ocean.
30.I got my ears pierced when I was twelve years old.
31.While working on the remodel of our bathroom, I used a wet saw (all by myself) to cut the tiles.
32.I have had braces - twice.
33.I have never gotten a ticket or been at fault in an auto accident.
34.Last summer I lived one of my life-long dreams and swam with dolphins.
35.I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue.
36.I enjoy trying new recipes.
37.I got my first (and so far, only) cavity when I was 21 (and married!).
38.This year I turn 30.
39.I am terrified to play the piano in public.
40.I have never had my own bedroom (except MAYBE the 1 year, 9 months before my little brother was born).
41.I have been to Marine World Africa USA hundreds of times.
42.I love eyes.
43.I believe in God.
44.I am a control freak.
45.I have only been to two concerts - (this is embarressing)The New Kids on the Block and Tim McGraw.
46.My favorite perfume is "Beautiful".
47.I sucked my thumb way too long! (Possibly til I was 5?)
48.One of my favorite drinks is Dole Pine-Orange-Banana juice.
49.The only bone I've ever broken was a toe when I was 16 years old.
50.I married my wonderful husband when I was 21.
51.I enjoy traveling (though I don't get to much).
52.I usually sleep on my side or stomach, but rarely on my back.
53.I have never had a major surgery.
54.I like being kissed.
55.I wish I liked broccoli and spinach - but I don't.
56.I like "chick flicks" and comedies.
57.I tend to be competitive.
58.I pluck my eyebrows.
59.I am one of the whitest people I know.
60.I can never win at Phase 10.
61.When I was younger, I helped to produce and direct a couple theatrical performances at church.
62.I was always too afraid to jump off the high dive.
63.I am currently working on my Personal Progress for Young Women (for the second time - the first was when I was a young woman).
64.One of the greatest blessings I have is my family.
65.The first real job I had was working at Brooks Clothing and Outlet Store.
66.I have never been skiing.
67.I have been snorkeling twice (in Jamaica and in Florida).
68.One of my friends was Miss Idaho and went to the Miss America pageant.
69.My favorite flower is the Star-gazer Lily.
70.The first song I taught myself to play on the piano was "Jessica's Theme" from "The Man from Snowy River".
71.Ryan and I read scriptures and "The Lord of the Rings" every night.
72.While in the choir at ISU, I sang on stage with Michael McLean - twice (in The Forgotten Carols).
73.The only time I've been out whale watching was on our honeymoon in Maine - we saw Finback Whales, the second largest animal on earth. (Blue Whales are, of course, the largest.)
74.I read the Ensign from cover to cover every month.
75.I have only dyed my hair once, but have highlighted it many times.
76.My cell phone rings the tune to "I Am a Child of God".
77.It has been said that I am obsessed with The Lord of the Rings.
78.There are 15 candles in my bathroom.
79.I simply CANNOT sleep with socks on.
80.I love popcorn, my favorite is with parmesan cheese and garlic salt.
81.I put chapstick on every night before I go to sleep.
82.One of my "dreams" is to go on a church history tour.
83.I can't dance.
84.I love hot tubs - the hotter the better!
85.There are nine pillows on my bed when it is properly made.
86.I like strawberry better than chocolate.
87.I love roller coasters.
88.I wish I had a good singing voice, mine is only good enough for a choir.
89.The best hand I've ever held in poker was a Royal Straight Flush. (Yeah, baby!)
90.I learned to drive in a 12 passenger van.
91.I have been on a submarine.
92.I like to be surprised.
93.I am a loyal person.
94.I like to have fun.
95.The only sports team I've ever been on was the young women volleyball team at church.
96.I get motion sickness far too easily.
97.I have been kissed by seven different guys (that includes Ryan).
98.I can back a trailor into a parking place.
99.I've climbed Mount Monadnock, one of the most climbed mountains in the world, second to Mt. Fuji.
100.I belong to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and have a strong testimony of the Gospel.
2.I have blue eyes.
3.I don't wear colored nail polish on my finger nails.
4.My favorite color is green.
5.I play the piano.
6.I went to early morning seminary all four years of high school.
7.I have painted 11 rooms/areas of the house we live in now.
8.I am vertically challenged (5'1.5") so naturally I love to wear heals!
9.I wear two rings - my wedding ring and the amethyst ring my grandmother gave to me when she died.
10.My favorite vacation (so far)was the trip to Disney World last summer.
11.My favorite hymn is "How Firm a Foundation".
12.I love to laugh.
13.I have been to eleven temples, but I've only been inside six.
14.I have stayed in a cabin in the Adirondacks.
15.I was only one class away from graduating from Institute when we had to move.
16.I loved going to Girls Camp when I was in Young Women.
17.I am a romantic at heart.
18.I haven't worked outside of the home in over seven years.
19.I have been pregnant three times, I have one beautiful child.
20.I am trying to learn sign language.
21.While I love my Yamaha Clavinova, my dream piano is a black lacquered, baby grand, Yamaha Disclavier (5'3").
22.I have lived in four states.
23.The most foreign place I've ever been is Jamaica.
24.My favorite animal is the killer whale.
25.The first car I ever owned was an '83 Honda Accord.
26.I am the oldest of eight children.
27.I never ran for any position in the student body government at school.
28.I hate seafood.
29.I love the ocean.
30.I got my ears pierced when I was twelve years old.
31.While working on the remodel of our bathroom, I used a wet saw (all by myself) to cut the tiles.
32.I have had braces - twice.
33.I have never gotten a ticket or been at fault in an auto accident.
34.Last summer I lived one of my life-long dreams and swam with dolphins.
35.I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue.
36.I enjoy trying new recipes.
37.I got my first (and so far, only) cavity when I was 21 (and married!).
38.This year I turn 30.
39.I am terrified to play the piano in public.
40.I have never had my own bedroom (except MAYBE the 1 year, 9 months before my little brother was born).
41.I have been to Marine World Africa USA hundreds of times.
42.I love eyes.
43.I believe in God.
44.I am a control freak.
45.I have only been to two concerts - (this is embarressing)The New Kids on the Block and Tim McGraw.
46.My favorite perfume is "Beautiful".
47.I sucked my thumb way too long! (Possibly til I was 5?)
48.One of my favorite drinks is Dole Pine-Orange-Banana juice.
49.The only bone I've ever broken was a toe when I was 16 years old.
50.I married my wonderful husband when I was 21.
51.I enjoy traveling (though I don't get to much).
52.I usually sleep on my side or stomach, but rarely on my back.
53.I have never had a major surgery.
54.I like being kissed.
55.I wish I liked broccoli and spinach - but I don't.
56.I like "chick flicks" and comedies.
57.I tend to be competitive.
58.I pluck my eyebrows.
59.I am one of the whitest people I know.
60.I can never win at Phase 10.
61.When I was younger, I helped to produce and direct a couple theatrical performances at church.
62.I was always too afraid to jump off the high dive.
63.I am currently working on my Personal Progress for Young Women (for the second time - the first was when I was a young woman).
64.One of the greatest blessings I have is my family.
65.The first real job I had was working at Brooks Clothing and Outlet Store.
66.I have never been skiing.
67.I have been snorkeling twice (in Jamaica and in Florida).
68.One of my friends was Miss Idaho and went to the Miss America pageant.
69.My favorite flower is the Star-gazer Lily.
70.The first song I taught myself to play on the piano was "Jessica's Theme" from "The Man from Snowy River".
71.Ryan and I read scriptures and "The Lord of the Rings" every night.
72.While in the choir at ISU, I sang on stage with Michael McLean - twice (in The Forgotten Carols).
73.The only time I've been out whale watching was on our honeymoon in Maine - we saw Finback Whales, the second largest animal on earth. (Blue Whales are, of course, the largest.)
74.I read the Ensign from cover to cover every month.
75.I have only dyed my hair once, but have highlighted it many times.
76.My cell phone rings the tune to "I Am a Child of God".
77.It has been said that I am obsessed with The Lord of the Rings.
78.There are 15 candles in my bathroom.
79.I simply CANNOT sleep with socks on.
80.I love popcorn, my favorite is with parmesan cheese and garlic salt.
81.I put chapstick on every night before I go to sleep.
82.One of my "dreams" is to go on a church history tour.
83.I can't dance.
84.I love hot tubs - the hotter the better!
85.There are nine pillows on my bed when it is properly made.
86.I like strawberry better than chocolate.
87.I love roller coasters.
88.I wish I had a good singing voice, mine is only good enough for a choir.
89.The best hand I've ever held in poker was a Royal Straight Flush. (Yeah, baby!)
90.I learned to drive in a 12 passenger van.
91.I have been on a submarine.
92.I like to be surprised.
93.I am a loyal person.
94.I like to have fun.
95.The only sports team I've ever been on was the young women volleyball team at church.
96.I get motion sickness far too easily.
97.I have been kissed by seven different guys (that includes Ryan).
98.I can back a trailor into a parking place.
99.I've climbed Mount Monadnock, one of the most climbed mountains in the world, second to Mt. Fuji.
100.I belong to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and have a strong testimony of the Gospel.
Is it summer already?
It is getting warm here! Today we were supposed to reach 90 (but I'm not sure if we did or not, didn't have time to watch the news). The weather has been gorgeous, but the warmth is making me feel LAZY!
Today Acadia and I went to see Racing Stripes then raced ourselves over to her school to participate in her music program. She did great! The whole thing was very cute. Ryan couldn't come home from work early, so I taped it. I didn't tape the first graders however, though they were darling as well.
I have plenty to do and even a little time to work on some of it, yet I'm exhausted and just want to ignore it all. But that won't do. At the very least I should do another load of laundry and pick up the family room... I'm telling you - fun stuff.
Today Acadia and I went to see Racing Stripes then raced ourselves over to her school to participate in her music program. She did great! The whole thing was very cute. Ryan couldn't come home from work early, so I taped it. I didn't tape the first graders however, though they were darling as well.
I have plenty to do and even a little time to work on some of it, yet I'm exhausted and just want to ignore it all. But that won't do. At the very least I should do another load of laundry and pick up the family room... I'm telling you - fun stuff.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
I've been spelling it wrong!
It's moulding, not molding. *blush*
We bought the base moulding today. Plus lots of yard stuff. Weed killer, moss killer, mole repellant, grass seed, etc. Ryan needs to head over to Lowes for the Crown moulding tonight. So guess what I'm gonna be doing tonight? You got it... painting the moulding! But I'm okay with that.
Oh, and I also bought myself a new orchid for my master bathroom. I'm going to try real hard not to kill this one! At least this time I know how to care for it so this one will have half a chance.
My head is starting to hurt. *ugh* Paint fumes won't help. Hmm... oh well. I really want to get them painted tonight, I guess I'll suffer.
We bought the base moulding today. Plus lots of yard stuff. Weed killer, moss killer, mole repellant, grass seed, etc. Ryan needs to head over to Lowes for the Crown moulding tonight. So guess what I'm gonna be doing tonight? You got it... painting the moulding! But I'm okay with that.
Oh, and I also bought myself a new orchid for my master bathroom. I'm going to try real hard not to kill this one! At least this time I know how to care for it so this one will have half a chance.
My head is starting to hurt. *ugh* Paint fumes won't help. Hmm... oh well. I really want to get them painted tonight, I guess I'll suffer.
Monday, May 23, 2005
Update on the car... and other stuff.
So to make a long story short... We're going to replace the ball bearing (the part that broke) and have an alignment done. There is more that could and should be done, but the total was going to be more than the car is worth! I should have my car again tomorrow, it will run. We are now looking into getting a new car and selling this one. It is 10 years old and we want something that we can depend on without having to start dumping money into it.
While I would like a new car, I haven't figured out how we're going to pay for it yet. Hmmm... we're gonna have to work on that.
The good news is that I was able to work out (really work out) without fainting today!!! This is the first time I have been able to actually exercise without feeling like I had gone to far and almost fainting since the miscarriage. So, yeah that is good. Real good.
This week we are doing the molding! Ryan's friend is going to be here (probably on Wednesday) so we need to go get the molding either tonight or tomorrow and I need to paint the pieces. Hooray! I am so excited - everything will look even nicer with the molding on! I'm hoping this includes the crown molding in my bedroom!!!
While I would like a new car, I haven't figured out how we're going to pay for it yet. Hmmm... we're gonna have to work on that.
The good news is that I was able to work out (really work out) without fainting today!!! This is the first time I have been able to actually exercise without feeling like I had gone to far and almost fainting since the miscarriage. So, yeah that is good. Real good.
This week we are doing the molding! Ryan's friend is going to be here (probably on Wednesday) so we need to go get the molding either tonight or tomorrow and I need to paint the pieces. Hooray! I am so excited - everything will look even nicer with the molding on! I'm hoping this includes the crown molding in my bedroom!!!
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Dance Like Nobody's Watching
Yesterday Acadia participated in her last dance recital with Veba's School of Dance. Next year she will have to choose another class to take. She is trying to choose between Ice Skating, Gymnastics, Tap or Ballet. I would love to see her in Ice Skating! But then, I think she'd do great at gymnastics or tap too. So far, ballet is my least favorite. We will be researching classes and she will have to make a choice this summer.
Veba's School of Dance was great while it lasted. It is a small, informal dance class. The teachers go to daycares and preschools and have class there. Because there is no "studio", the cost is very affordable! No matter what she does next, it will easily cost at least twice what we've been paying for Veba's. But Veba's only teaches 3-5 year olds. Classes are during the day (usually around lunchtime) so once a child is in First Grade, they can't make classes. That's okay. At this point, I think Acadia is ready for more formal classes - in whichever area she chooses.
Veba's School of Dance was great while it lasted. It is a small, informal dance class. The teachers go to daycares and preschools and have class there. Because there is no "studio", the cost is very affordable! No matter what she does next, it will easily cost at least twice what we've been paying for Veba's. But Veba's only teaches 3-5 year olds. Classes are during the day (usually around lunchtime) so once a child is in First Grade, they can't make classes. That's okay. At this point, I think Acadia is ready for more formal classes - in whichever area she chooses.
Friday, May 20, 2005
stressed is "desserts" spelled backwards
Not having a good day.
First I come across the movie that Ryan told me he returned yesterday. Then I realize that he returned a movie we were borrowing from friends to the rental store instead of the movie we rented. Eeeks. Okay, so I call the rental store, they say it happens all the time, they have the movie, I can just go over and make a swap.
Great, no big deal. It's a nice day, it will be good to be out of the house. I wanted to go to the credit union anyways.... Cadi and I get in the car.
Pull out of the drive way... over a speed bump... "KERPLUNK, rattle rattle rattle..." *Car gets all wobbly* Uh, this isn't good.
My first thought is, the wheel came off. Nope, all four wheels are accounted for. I don't see anything visibly wrong - immediately. But clearly the car is "broken" and I am not going anywhere this afternoon.
I'm not a car person. I have no clue what is wrong. But the most clueless person would know that something is. And I'm just guessing that it's gonna cost mucho $$$.
And all I've got here at the house is vanilla ice cream. Not even anything "good" like Strawberry Cheesecake or Cookies and Cream.
***The irony: The movie I was trying to return was "Lemony Snicket's: A Series of Unfortunate Events"!
First I come across the movie that Ryan told me he returned yesterday. Then I realize that he returned a movie we were borrowing from friends to the rental store instead of the movie we rented. Eeeks. Okay, so I call the rental store, they say it happens all the time, they have the movie, I can just go over and make a swap.
Great, no big deal. It's a nice day, it will be good to be out of the house. I wanted to go to the credit union anyways.... Cadi and I get in the car.
Pull out of the drive way... over a speed bump... "KERPLUNK, rattle rattle rattle..." *Car gets all wobbly* Uh, this isn't good.
My first thought is, the wheel came off. Nope, all four wheels are accounted for. I don't see anything visibly wrong - immediately. But clearly the car is "broken" and I am not going anywhere this afternoon.
I'm not a car person. I have no clue what is wrong. But the most clueless person would know that something is. And I'm just guessing that it's gonna cost mucho $$$.
And all I've got here at the house is vanilla ice cream. Not even anything "good" like Strawberry Cheesecake or Cookies and Cream.
***The irony: The movie I was trying to return was "Lemony Snicket's: A Series of Unfortunate Events"!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
When will I ever learn?
It's really quite simple: Just place your tongue on the roof of your mouth and as you lower it, form a circle with your lips. Isn't that easy? Ya, it's called, "NO!!!"
Ugghh. Frustration! There are some people who when they say "one hour", they mean two. When they say "two kids", they mean 3. Maybe they need to take a math class or something.
Or maybe I just need to take a Get A BackBone and Just Say No class...or something.
Ugghh. Frustration! There are some people who when they say "one hour", they mean two. When they say "two kids", they mean 3. Maybe they need to take a math class or something.
Or maybe I just need to take a Get A BackBone and Just Say No class...or something.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
25 Years Ago Today
I love living here in the Northwest. And one of my very favorite reasons why is Mt. St. Helens.
I wanted so much to be able to go to Mt. St. Helens today! Unfortunately, I have too much to do today. And besides, the weather wouldn't have cooperated.
It is a beautiful and humbling experience to visit Mt. St. Helens. I love going there and witnessing the power of nature. Here we are, 25 years later and still you can see the impact of the eruption that day. This was once a very thick, green forest. And still, all these years later the landscape remains treeless.
But you can also see the mountain working hard to rebuild herself and make the land around her beautiful again.
I wish that everyone could come experience her majesty in person. And I consider myself one of the lucky ones that actually has.
I wanted so much to be able to go to Mt. St. Helens today! Unfortunately, I have too much to do today. And besides, the weather wouldn't have cooperated.
It is a beautiful and humbling experience to visit Mt. St. Helens. I love going there and witnessing the power of nature. Here we are, 25 years later and still you can see the impact of the eruption that day. This was once a very thick, green forest. And still, all these years later the landscape remains treeless.
But you can also see the mountain working hard to rebuild herself and make the land around her beautiful again.
I wish that everyone could come experience her majesty in person. And I consider myself one of the lucky ones that actually has.
Like a Bridge over Troubled Waters
Last night, Acadia "bridged" to Brownies. Okay, if Cadi was actually going to be in Brownies, maybe I'd care...but... that's not likely. We went, we stayed until their group was done, then we left. It was after her bedtime and it was boring.
Do I have a bad attitude or something?
Today is Wacky Wednesday. I'm heading off to Acadia's classroom in a minute, then we're off to Cadi's final dance class (her final recital is this weekend), this afternoon is Girl Scouts (they are going to tour Krispy Kremes and I am babysitting the Hoffman kids), and tonight is mutual. Ugghh.
But the good news is that these Wacky Wednesdays are almost over. After this week, there will be no more dance classes. Soon Girl Scouts will be over and school will be out. All I'll be left with is mutual - I can totally handle that!
Now I'm off to battle the elements (it rained cats and dogs over night, still some showers today) and start my Wacky Wednesday. Wish me luck!
Do I have a bad attitude or something?
Today is Wacky Wednesday. I'm heading off to Acadia's classroom in a minute, then we're off to Cadi's final dance class (her final recital is this weekend), this afternoon is Girl Scouts (they are going to tour Krispy Kremes and I am babysitting the Hoffman kids), and tonight is mutual. Ugghh.
But the good news is that these Wacky Wednesdays are almost over. After this week, there will be no more dance classes. Soon Girl Scouts will be over and school will be out. All I'll be left with is mutual - I can totally handle that!
Now I'm off to battle the elements (it rained cats and dogs over night, still some showers today) and start my Wacky Wednesday. Wish me luck!
Monday, May 16, 2005
Rejoicing!!!
I can sum it all up in two words, "I'm Done!"
But who am I kidding...this is me, since when have I only said two words???
I finished painting today!!! I am SO happy with how it has turned out! The family and dining rooms are perfect! The color is just right - not too light, not too dark, and matches the furniture very nicely!
I cannot tell you just how good it feels!
The next project is molding. We've got a friend who will be helping us out with it. I will have to paint the molding pieces too, but it will be quick, easy, and in the garage - no prep work at all.
To celebrate, we let Acadia play in the rain. She stood out in the backyard while Ryan stood on the covered deck and they played catch. Now she is dripping wet - the dog is too. She's jumping in the tub for a nice warm bath.
All in all I think it's been a pretty good day.
But who am I kidding...this is me, since when have I only said two words???
I finished painting today!!! I am SO happy with how it has turned out! The family and dining rooms are perfect! The color is just right - not too light, not too dark, and matches the furniture very nicely!
I cannot tell you just how good it feels!
The next project is molding. We've got a friend who will be helping us out with it. I will have to paint the molding pieces too, but it will be quick, easy, and in the garage - no prep work at all.
To celebrate, we let Acadia play in the rain. She stood out in the backyard while Ryan stood on the covered deck and they played catch. Now she is dripping wet - the dog is too. She's jumping in the tub for a nice warm bath.
All in all I think it's been a pretty good day.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
My boy is away, too.
Mom posted about what she did while her boys were away. I was going to comment, but then it got to be too long and I decided to post it here instead.
Ryan is at Stake Conference, I am home with a sick girl. Yesterday, Acadia came home from the sleepover and immediately threw up! Several times. :(
She seems to be feeling much better today but we decided to keep her home. It was a fight to see who would get to go and who had to stay. Ryan won because he ended up giving a ride to a guy he is fellowshipping. And the less-active girl I was hoping to take cancelled. :(
I was really looking forward to Stake Conference this weekend. After our amazing day at the temple on Tuesday, today's talks are sure to be awesome too. I told Ryan to take good notes. He said he doesn't take good notes. So I told him if he sees Beckie to tell her to take good notes!
We are supposed to go to Beckie's for dinner tonight. If Acadia keeps looking better we will probably still go. I talked to Beckie last night, she says what's been going around is only lasting a day. I hope we can go, we've had to postpone this dinner three times already!
Then after dinner I have a Youth Fireside. We are watching the second half of John Bytheway's Standard's Night video. *Plug- It is awesome - all youth and parents should watch it, together! I am going to purchase it for my family.* I am hoping my less-active Mia Maid will come with her non-LDS mom. I talked with them last night and will call again later today. *Crossing fingers!!!*
In the meantime, since I'm missing church, I've been searching for more YW activity ideas. So many good websites to help!!! Great discussion boards and support groups! I love that some people are organized enough to actually put sites like that together which make it easy for those of us who are "organizationally challenged" to share ideas, experiences, and support.
Ryan is at Stake Conference, I am home with a sick girl. Yesterday, Acadia came home from the sleepover and immediately threw up! Several times. :(
She seems to be feeling much better today but we decided to keep her home. It was a fight to see who would get to go and who had to stay. Ryan won because he ended up giving a ride to a guy he is fellowshipping. And the less-active girl I was hoping to take cancelled. :(
I was really looking forward to Stake Conference this weekend. After our amazing day at the temple on Tuesday, today's talks are sure to be awesome too. I told Ryan to take good notes. He said he doesn't take good notes. So I told him if he sees Beckie to tell her to take good notes!
We are supposed to go to Beckie's for dinner tonight. If Acadia keeps looking better we will probably still go. I talked to Beckie last night, she says what's been going around is only lasting a day. I hope we can go, we've had to postpone this dinner three times already!
Then after dinner I have a Youth Fireside. We are watching the second half of John Bytheway's Standard's Night video. *Plug- It is awesome - all youth and parents should watch it, together! I am going to purchase it for my family.* I am hoping my less-active Mia Maid will come with her non-LDS mom. I talked with them last night and will call again later today. *Crossing fingers!!!*
In the meantime, since I'm missing church, I've been searching for more YW activity ideas. So many good websites to help!!! Great discussion boards and support groups! I love that some people are organized enough to actually put sites like that together which make it easy for those of us who are "organizationally challenged" to share ideas, experiences, and support.
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Psychotic Bird
I mentioned the dumb bird.
It is still here. Everyday it tries flying into our windows - repeatedly. His favorite is the sliding glass door, he also really likes the family room windows, and yesterday I saw him trying Acadia's bedroom window. It is getting annoying.
Everytime he hits, it is with a loud noise - either a smack, thud, or sharp tap - depending on which part of his body hits the glass first. His beak is scratching up my windows and his body is smearing dirt and "stuff" on them.
ANNOYING!!!
Last night Ryan took down the mirrors in the dining room. We had nowhere else to put them, so for now they are out on the deck. I was hoping that the bird would turn his attentions to them, or be frightened by his reflection, or something - anything to keep him from flying into my windows! But, no. This morning he is already at it, throwing himself into the sliding door, over and over and over again.
He and his mate appear to be building a nest in our pear/apple tree. Normally this is a welcomed sight. But I'm not so sure I want this bird camped outside my windows all year, not to mention teaching his little offspring his favorite sport!
We believe this is the same bird who spent the last year flying himself into our neighbor's garage window. He would sit on the fence just staring at it, then throw himself into it. What is wrong with this bird?!?
It is still here. Everyday it tries flying into our windows - repeatedly. His favorite is the sliding glass door, he also really likes the family room windows, and yesterday I saw him trying Acadia's bedroom window. It is getting annoying.
Everytime he hits, it is with a loud noise - either a smack, thud, or sharp tap - depending on which part of his body hits the glass first. His beak is scratching up my windows and his body is smearing dirt and "stuff" on them.
ANNOYING!!!
Last night Ryan took down the mirrors in the dining room. We had nowhere else to put them, so for now they are out on the deck. I was hoping that the bird would turn his attentions to them, or be frightened by his reflection, or something - anything to keep him from flying into my windows! But, no. This morning he is already at it, throwing himself into the sliding door, over and over and over again.
He and his mate appear to be building a nest in our pear/apple tree. Normally this is a welcomed sight. But I'm not so sure I want this bird camped outside my windows all year, not to mention teaching his little offspring his favorite sport!
We believe this is the same bird who spent the last year flying himself into our neighbor's garage window. He would sit on the fence just staring at it, then throw himself into it. What is wrong with this bird?!?
Friday, May 13, 2005
Tough Decision
Acadia got invited to spend the night at a friend's house tonight. Generally, our rule has been that she is too young for a sleep over. We hadn't even decided if we would ever let her have sleep overs just because the statistics for sexual abuse at over-nighters is alarming - even in the church.
But Ryan and I let her go tonight. It is a family we know really well, who live across the street from us. They were going to babysit her tomorrow while I had activities to attend, this is convenient. We trust both the parents and the only brothers are 7 years and 18 months old.
I wonder if we should have just said no even though we completely trust the family she is with tonight. I think that we will have to talk to her and let her know that just because she was allowed to spend the night there tonight, does not mean she will get to spend the night at other people's homes or even that she will get to spend the night at the same house later on. It will have to be on a case-by-case thing. We will have to know and trust both parents and any older siblings. And we may just change our minds and decide to say No Sleepovers - No Exceptions.
Even when you think you know and trust a person, there can be dangers. It is a scary thing to realize. I cannot imagine any of the people we trust most doing something awful, but in most the stories you hear, the people say the same thing. I would rather be safe than sorry.
But that being said, I also think that in a safe environment, sleepovers can be fun and beneficial. They are not necessary, but they can be a way to strengthen friendships. In fact, I am considering having my 14-15 year old girls over for a sleepover this summer. The purpose to help the girls bond more, help me to get to know them more, as well as the other way around... and to simply have fun!
I wouldn't be surprised if later tonight Acadia chooses to come home. She has never been to a sleepover before, besides at grandmas' (and an adopted grandma's) houses. She never seemed to have any problems those times, but this is a little different. She actually teared up a bit before deciding whether to go tonight or not. She said she would miss me. Awww. I told her she can call us or come home at any time. And I reminded her that it is just across the street.
But Ryan and I let her go tonight. It is a family we know really well, who live across the street from us. They were going to babysit her tomorrow while I had activities to attend, this is convenient. We trust both the parents and the only brothers are 7 years and 18 months old.
I wonder if we should have just said no even though we completely trust the family she is with tonight. I think that we will have to talk to her and let her know that just because she was allowed to spend the night there tonight, does not mean she will get to spend the night at other people's homes or even that she will get to spend the night at the same house later on. It will have to be on a case-by-case thing. We will have to know and trust both parents and any older siblings. And we may just change our minds and decide to say No Sleepovers - No Exceptions.
Even when you think you know and trust a person, there can be dangers. It is a scary thing to realize. I cannot imagine any of the people we trust most doing something awful, but in most the stories you hear, the people say the same thing. I would rather be safe than sorry.
But that being said, I also think that in a safe environment, sleepovers can be fun and beneficial. They are not necessary, but they can be a way to strengthen friendships. In fact, I am considering having my 14-15 year old girls over for a sleepover this summer. The purpose to help the girls bond more, help me to get to know them more, as well as the other way around... and to simply have fun!
I wouldn't be surprised if later tonight Acadia chooses to come home. She has never been to a sleepover before, besides at grandmas' (and an adopted grandma's) houses. She never seemed to have any problems those times, but this is a little different. She actually teared up a bit before deciding whether to go tonight or not. She said she would miss me. Awww. I told her she can call us or come home at any time. And I reminded her that it is just across the street.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Another Step Closer
Tip of the day: If you think you need more space in a room, try pulling some of the furniture out a foot or two and leave it like that for at least a couple of weeks. When you push the furniture back in place you will be amazed at how much space you have!!!
Today I FINALLY painted the two walls that our computer desk sits against! The desk has been pulled out about 2 feet from the walls for at least a couple of weeks. I painted the molding way-back-when and then put the family room on hold while I finished the other rooms first. And today was the day to get back to it! I've now pushed the desk back up against the wall and I can't believe how much room we have in here!
I need Ryan to remove the huge mirrors in the dining room (hopefully tonight???) so I can finish painting - and then I'll be DONE!!! Can you believe it?!? I can't!!!
Again, I LOVE the new color! It looks great with the furniture we bought 2 years ago! I can't believe we have waited this long! But I guess other things had to come first...ah, the memories. We've actually done quite a bit of work since we bought this house. Two remodeled bathrooms and a new pantry. Not to mention the paint and new flooring in three of the bedrooms.
I'm trying to decide if I can afford to buy window coverings for the family room now. I haven't actually decided what to do though. The veritcal blinds do look nice, but what we have needs to be replaced. I've been thinking about the accordian style blinds. I guess I should look around and figure it out. I also need to start looking for specials on laminate flooring for the living room. The only criteria is that it has to match the built-in bookshelves. Hmmm...all at once I feel broke again!
Today I FINALLY painted the two walls that our computer desk sits against! The desk has been pulled out about 2 feet from the walls for at least a couple of weeks. I painted the molding way-back-when and then put the family room on hold while I finished the other rooms first. And today was the day to get back to it! I've now pushed the desk back up against the wall and I can't believe how much room we have in here!
I need Ryan to remove the huge mirrors in the dining room (hopefully tonight???) so I can finish painting - and then I'll be DONE!!! Can you believe it?!? I can't!!!
Again, I LOVE the new color! It looks great with the furniture we bought 2 years ago! I can't believe we have waited this long! But I guess other things had to come first...ah, the memories. We've actually done quite a bit of work since we bought this house. Two remodeled bathrooms and a new pantry. Not to mention the paint and new flooring in three of the bedrooms.
I'm trying to decide if I can afford to buy window coverings for the family room now. I haven't actually decided what to do though. The veritcal blinds do look nice, but what we have needs to be replaced. I've been thinking about the accordian style blinds. I guess I should look around and figure it out. I also need to start looking for specials on laminate flooring for the living room. The only criteria is that it has to match the built-in bookshelves. Hmmm...all at once I feel broke again!
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Knock, Knock... Who's there?
As I was sitting here on the computer, I heard a tapping on the sliding door. My first thought was that I needed to let the dog in. When I remembered that I had already let him in, I thought that Ryan was playing a little trick on me. He should be at school taking a test, maybe it was cancelled and he came home early and was now trying to scare me by making noises at the back door.
I got up to see what it was that was tapping at my door and found a robin flying off in a hurry! A little later, the tapping resumed. I snuck around to where I could see the door without the bird seeing me. I thought maybe it was trying to "steal" the shoelaces off of Ryan's boots that were sitting next to the door. Nope, it was just sitting there knocking on the glass! After a minute it tried flying into the door. But then it went back to standing on the deck and knocking.
I hope it is okay. Normally when a bird repeatedly tries to go through a closed window, something is wrong. (Or that's what I think - I am no bird expert, so maybe I'm wrong.)
Acadia wanted me to let it in! "Just for a minute...?" "No, birds do not belong in the house!"
But it was cute!
P.S. Happy Birthday, Miriam!!! We hope you are feeling better! XXOO
I got up to see what it was that was tapping at my door and found a robin flying off in a hurry! A little later, the tapping resumed. I snuck around to where I could see the door without the bird seeing me. I thought maybe it was trying to "steal" the shoelaces off of Ryan's boots that were sitting next to the door. Nope, it was just sitting there knocking on the glass! After a minute it tried flying into the door. But then it went back to standing on the deck and knocking.
I hope it is okay. Normally when a bird repeatedly tries to go through a closed window, something is wrong. (Or that's what I think - I am no bird expert, so maybe I'm wrong.)
Acadia wanted me to let it in! "Just for a minute...?" "No, birds do not belong in the house!"
But it was cute!
P.S. Happy Birthday, Miriam!!! We hope you are feeling better! XXOO
Come to the House of the Lord
Our stake did a really neat thing today - we decided to "create a stake" - a stake in heaven. We were challenged by our Stake Presidency to make whatever sacrifices necessary to spend today at the temple. We were specifically asked to attend at least 3 sessions (of whichever ordinances we want). The idea was to do enough work to create a whole new stake in heaven.
I've been fighting a sore throat since Sunday and I just prayed and prayed last night that I would be well enough to attend today. When I woke up, my throat felt 10 times better. I knew that the Lord wanted me to go to the temple today and I was so grateful to be able to do it! Ryan and I went as soon as Acadia was on the bus and we finished a little after 4. Ryan then ran off to take a mid-term and I came home to collect Acadia from our neighbor who watched her after school.
It was a great experience, being in the temple all day. Most of the sessions were completely full! The spirit was very strong! It was especially nice to see so many people from our ward there. We feel blessed for being able to participate in it!
I've been fighting a sore throat since Sunday and I just prayed and prayed last night that I would be well enough to attend today. When I woke up, my throat felt 10 times better. I knew that the Lord wanted me to go to the temple today and I was so grateful to be able to do it! Ryan and I went as soon as Acadia was on the bus and we finished a little after 4. Ryan then ran off to take a mid-term and I came home to collect Acadia from our neighbor who watched her after school.
It was a great experience, being in the temple all day. Most of the sessions were completely full! The spirit was very strong! It was especially nice to see so many people from our ward there. We feel blessed for being able to participate in it!
Saturday, May 7, 2005
Mother/Daughter Brunch
This morning Acadia and I went to her Daisy Girl Scout troops Mother's Day brunch. It was fun!
We started with a scavenger hunt. We each got in our cars and drove around finding answers to the clues we were given. We even got some free potato chips from the convenience store and a free round of golf from the miniature golf course. Cadi and I won second place! She got a diary for her prize and I won a "Mommy and Me" key chain.
Next was the yummy brunch! We had fresh fruit, muffins, bagels, and a delicious breakfast casserole. We had orange juice and hot chocolate to drink.
When we were done eating, the girls gave us the gifts they had made for us. I'm posting a picture of it. It's a little wooden flower with their picture on it and a butterfly and watercan sticking out. They painted the pictures and did a great job! They also made us flowers from tissue paper - very pretty.
Finally the girls got to play one last game - drawing a picture of their mom while they kept their eyes closed! It was pretty funny! They all got a prize - Cadi's was a watch.
It was a fun time - and here are some pictures...
RaeAnne and Acadia getting their plates.
Acadia giving me my gift.
Acadia, RaeAnne, Avery, Sierra, and Emma
We started with a scavenger hunt. We each got in our cars and drove around finding answers to the clues we were given. We even got some free potato chips from the convenience store and a free round of golf from the miniature golf course. Cadi and I won second place! She got a diary for her prize and I won a "Mommy and Me" key chain.
Next was the yummy brunch! We had fresh fruit, muffins, bagels, and a delicious breakfast casserole. We had orange juice and hot chocolate to drink.
When we were done eating, the girls gave us the gifts they had made for us. I'm posting a picture of it. It's a little wooden flower with their picture on it and a butterfly and watercan sticking out. They painted the pictures and did a great job! They also made us flowers from tissue paper - very pretty.
Finally the girls got to play one last game - drawing a picture of their mom while they kept their eyes closed! It was pretty funny! They all got a prize - Cadi's was a watch.
It was a fun time - and here are some pictures...
RaeAnne and Acadia getting their plates.
Acadia giving me my gift.
Acadia, RaeAnne, Avery, Sierra, and Emma
Friday, May 6, 2005
Sir Posts-alot
Well, not Sir, but you get the idea...
Okay, it's better late than never - here's the Friday Five:
1.) Do you believe in love at first sight? Why or why not? Yes and no. I believe that to really love someone, you have to know them. And that requires more time than just "first sight". But, sometimes you can tell there's a connection (more than just physical) right away. It isn't the same as love, but it can be a pretty strong feeling.
2.) What physical feature attracts you the most (romantically) to another person? Hehehe... It's hard to pinpoint one thing that "attracts me the most". Back in the day, I think it was broad shoulders- though that was just part of it, really I just liked good-looking, clean-cut guys. And it's been awhile since I've really paid attention to being attracted romantically to anyone besides Ryan. However, the features that catch my eye now-a-days (romantically or not) are gorgeous eyes (I LOVE Ryan's eyes!) and a great smile.
3.) What do you think is the biggest benefit of being in a romantic relationship? Knowing that you have someone that loves and supports you. You know that you are never alone because there is at least one person who is on your side.
4.) Biggest downside? You're vulnerable. It's easier to get hurt. When you've given your heart and soul to someone, you are at risk of having it all broken.
5.) Has your idea of love and romance changed? If so, how? Of course. As you live life, especially in a relationship (ie. marriage) with someone, it evolves. It constantly changes - hopefully always progressing. You learn more about what love is and what love does as you experience more together. Each "hard time" you go through together changes what love means to you.
My idea of love was always based on the same things it's based on now, but it means more now. Having someone to count on. Being able to share every part of me and my life with the person who is most important to me. Having them trust me enough to share all their secrets with me. Going through life's experiences together, facing trials and getting through it together. Knowing that he knows me better than anyone else - and he still loves me!
When we were dating and newlyweds, my idea of romance was a candlelit dinner and roses. Now, romance is in the little things. It's just spending time together doing something we both enjoy. It's hearing him pay me a compliment - especially when he's telling someone else. It's when he reaches for my hand when a favorite song comes on the radio. It's when we say the same thing at the same time - or finish each other's sentence. It's those moments when I realize again how perfectly meant for eachother we really are.
Okay, it's better late than never - here's the Friday Five:
1.) Do you believe in love at first sight? Why or why not? Yes and no. I believe that to really love someone, you have to know them. And that requires more time than just "first sight". But, sometimes you can tell there's a connection (more than just physical) right away. It isn't the same as love, but it can be a pretty strong feeling.
2.) What physical feature attracts you the most (romantically) to another person? Hehehe... It's hard to pinpoint one thing that "attracts me the most". Back in the day, I think it was broad shoulders- though that was just part of it, really I just liked good-looking, clean-cut guys. And it's been awhile since I've really paid attention to being attracted romantically to anyone besides Ryan. However, the features that catch my eye now-a-days (romantically or not) are gorgeous eyes (I LOVE Ryan's eyes!) and a great smile.
3.) What do you think is the biggest benefit of being in a romantic relationship? Knowing that you have someone that loves and supports you. You know that you are never alone because there is at least one person who is on your side.
4.) Biggest downside? You're vulnerable. It's easier to get hurt. When you've given your heart and soul to someone, you are at risk of having it all broken.
5.) Has your idea of love and romance changed? If so, how? Of course. As you live life, especially in a relationship (ie. marriage) with someone, it evolves. It constantly changes - hopefully always progressing. You learn more about what love is and what love does as you experience more together. Each "hard time" you go through together changes what love means to you.
My idea of love was always based on the same things it's based on now, but it means more now. Having someone to count on. Being able to share every part of me and my life with the person who is most important to me. Having them trust me enough to share all their secrets with me. Going through life's experiences together, facing trials and getting through it together. Knowing that he knows me better than anyone else - and he still loves me!
When we were dating and newlyweds, my idea of romance was a candlelit dinner and roses. Now, romance is in the little things. It's just spending time together doing something we both enjoy. It's hearing him pay me a compliment - especially when he's telling someone else. It's when he reaches for my hand when a favorite song comes on the radio. It's when we say the same thing at the same time - or finish each other's sentence. It's those moments when I realize again how perfectly meant for eachother we really are.
This is my husband...
I got a call from Ryan’s supervisor today. This never happens. I was worried and asked if Ryan was okay. Greg said, “No.”
He then went on to tell how they had just gone out to lunch. Now, before I continue I need to tell you what happened last week.
Last Friday the “big bosses” were in town and the office went out to dinner. Apparently, Ryan ate all his dinner, plus the leftovers from a couple other guys, then ate his dessert AND a couple more. He came home extremely full, quite uncomfortable, and vowed not to overeat again for at least a couple of months.
All this week he has been eating really healthy.
Unfortunately, this is a normal pattern for Ryan. He pigs out, then gets on a real healthy streak for a couple months, and after awhile he splurges again for a day or two before starting his healthy eating again.
So, after swearing off “binges” one week ago, we find Ryan suggesting to his co-workers that they should all go out to lunch. Where should they go? Only to the same place that he ate 3 monster (and I mean MONSTER) burritos a few months back. (He ate 3 because one of his co-workers said they had never seen anyone able to eat more than 2.)
Of course, his co-workers don’t help. They urge him on, dare him, whatever they can to see him “perform”. And he can’t seem to let them down. (Note to self: We need to have a Family Home Evening lesson on peer pressure.)
Back to the story… So, they go out to lunch and like I said, his co-workers dare him to eat more than he should. His record had been 3 monster burritos, so he decides he needs to set a new “personal best” and declares that he is going to eat 4 this time! It took him 45 minutes just to eat the last one!
And that brings me to the phone call I got today. Greg told me that Ryan was in so much pain that he couldn’t get out of his car! He needed to “rest” before he could get out and go in to work. Greg and the guys decided I should know – partly so they could get Ryan in trouble. But also to encourage me to make a big dinner tonight – preferably Mexican food.
And you know, I am going to do it too! Serves him right! Chicken Enchiladas anyone?
He then went on to tell how they had just gone out to lunch. Now, before I continue I need to tell you what happened last week.
Last Friday the “big bosses” were in town and the office went out to dinner. Apparently, Ryan ate all his dinner, plus the leftovers from a couple other guys, then ate his dessert AND a couple more. He came home extremely full, quite uncomfortable, and vowed not to overeat again for at least a couple of months.
All this week he has been eating really healthy.
Unfortunately, this is a normal pattern for Ryan. He pigs out, then gets on a real healthy streak for a couple months, and after awhile he splurges again for a day or two before starting his healthy eating again.
So, after swearing off “binges” one week ago, we find Ryan suggesting to his co-workers that they should all go out to lunch. Where should they go? Only to the same place that he ate 3 monster (and I mean MONSTER) burritos a few months back. (He ate 3 because one of his co-workers said they had never seen anyone able to eat more than 2.)
Of course, his co-workers don’t help. They urge him on, dare him, whatever they can to see him “perform”. And he can’t seem to let them down. (Note to self: We need to have a Family Home Evening lesson on peer pressure.)
Back to the story… So, they go out to lunch and like I said, his co-workers dare him to eat more than he should. His record had been 3 monster burritos, so he decides he needs to set a new “personal best” and declares that he is going to eat 4 this time! It took him 45 minutes just to eat the last one!
And that brings me to the phone call I got today. Greg told me that Ryan was in so much pain that he couldn’t get out of his car! He needed to “rest” before he could get out and go in to work. Greg and the guys decided I should know – partly so they could get Ryan in trouble. But also to encourage me to make a big dinner tonight – preferably Mexican food.
And you know, I am going to do it too! Serves him right! Chicken Enchiladas anyone?
The joys of parenthood
I got a call from one of Cadi's friend's parents just before Cadi came home from school. The friend had an "interesting" haircut and claimed that Acadia had cut her hair.
I was shocked! Acadia has never played with scissors that way and we've talked about not cutting hair. When she got off the bus I started to talk to her about it. She claimed she never cut the hair.
Then the parent called back. Now the friend admitted that she had cut her own hair, but it was Acadia who told her to.
Acadia did not answer when I asked if it was true. I told her that a good friend NEVER tells someone to do something they know is wrong. And that it is just as bad to encourage someone to do something wrong as it is to do it yourself.
I also explained that not only is her friend in trouble AND she is in trouble, but that the parents are not likely to want their child to play with someone who is a bad influence on them. She needs to make sure that she does not behave in a way that parents don't want their children to be with her.
Acadia then admitted that cutting her hair was her idea. I told her that I was going to ground her for one week, but since she told the truth it is now reduced to one weekend. (We are also reinforcing the importance of always telling the truth.) I told her what her "sentence" would have been, but that it was reduced because she was being honest and telling the truth.
We have heard (from the same family) that supposedly Acadia will say things to this friend like, "If you don't give me a strand of your hair, you aren't my friend." or "If we don't have a playdate, then you don't want to be my friend." When I've asked Cadi about this, she says that she has never said it. She says that some of the other girls in class talk like that, but she doesn't.
I want to believe her, but when I hear it repeatedly, it's hard to. Could the friend be not telling the truth? Could she be confusing Cadi with someone else? Is Cadi not telling the truth?
I don't know how to teach Cadi that this type of behavior is unacceptable. I've talked to her, explained it to her but I don't know if she's "getting" it. I don't even know if she has a problem with it in the first place. How do I know? How do I teach her, if it is a problem?
Any suggestions? Greatly needed and appreciated!
I was shocked! Acadia has never played with scissors that way and we've talked about not cutting hair. When she got off the bus I started to talk to her about it. She claimed she never cut the hair.
Then the parent called back. Now the friend admitted that she had cut her own hair, but it was Acadia who told her to.
Acadia did not answer when I asked if it was true. I told her that a good friend NEVER tells someone to do something they know is wrong. And that it is just as bad to encourage someone to do something wrong as it is to do it yourself.
I also explained that not only is her friend in trouble AND she is in trouble, but that the parents are not likely to want their child to play with someone who is a bad influence on them. She needs to make sure that she does not behave in a way that parents don't want their children to be with her.
Acadia then admitted that cutting her hair was her idea. I told her that I was going to ground her for one week, but since she told the truth it is now reduced to one weekend. (We are also reinforcing the importance of always telling the truth.) I told her what her "sentence" would have been, but that it was reduced because she was being honest and telling the truth.
We have heard (from the same family) that supposedly Acadia will say things to this friend like, "If you don't give me a strand of your hair, you aren't my friend." or "If we don't have a playdate, then you don't want to be my friend." When I've asked Cadi about this, she says that she has never said it. She says that some of the other girls in class talk like that, but she doesn't.
I want to believe her, but when I hear it repeatedly, it's hard to. Could the friend be not telling the truth? Could she be confusing Cadi with someone else? Is Cadi not telling the truth?
I don't know how to teach Cadi that this type of behavior is unacceptable. I've talked to her, explained it to her but I don't know if she's "getting" it. I don't even know if she has a problem with it in the first place. How do I know? How do I teach her, if it is a problem?
Any suggestions? Greatly needed and appreciated!
Muffins with Moms
Today Acadia's school had "Muffins with Moms Day". It was fun. We went in early and had blueberry muffins and apple juice. All the moms got a carnation. We read a couple of books, then when it was time for class to start, Acadia gave me a couple of presents.
One is a paper flower with her picture on it. The other is a book where she wrote a bunch of stuff about her and me. I learned that not only do we look alike (which is very true), but apparently we BOTH have red hair. ??? Okay. It was sweet though and we had fun.
Then I ran over to buy the rest of the paint I'll need. Yeah!!! I think I'll still wait until next week to finish. I need to catch up on some cleaning that has been neglected. lol
Plus, I need Ryan to remove the large mirrors in the dining room first. Say "Bye-bye"...no more of views of yourself eating! (Thank goodness!) In it's place will be the large floral painting we bought in Bar Harbor. I'm so glad it will find a home in our house - I've missed it!
P.S. Happy Birthday Tom!
One is a paper flower with her picture on it. The other is a book where she wrote a bunch of stuff about her and me. I learned that not only do we look alike (which is very true), but apparently we BOTH have red hair. ??? Okay. It was sweet though and we had fun.
Then I ran over to buy the rest of the paint I'll need. Yeah!!! I think I'll still wait until next week to finish. I need to catch up on some cleaning that has been neglected. lol
Plus, I need Ryan to remove the large mirrors in the dining room first. Say "Bye-bye"...no more of views of yourself eating! (Thank goodness!) In it's place will be the large floral painting we bought in Bar Harbor. I'm so glad it will find a home in our house - I've missed it!
P.S. Happy Birthday Tom!
Thursday, May 5, 2005
Movin' Right Along
Yes, I realize that these posts about me painting are probably pretty boring. So... don't read. Since all I've been doing this week is painting (it seems), it is all I have to post about.
So, "Yay!!!" I have just finished painting the living room!!! This is a huge deal! I'm not sure why, but it is!
I still have a small laundry area in between the living room and kitchen that I'm going to paint, but I can easily and quickly do that either later today or tomorrow. Then all I have left is the family and dining rooms. I still need to get the paint for that though.
My next goal (after painting) is the crown molding for the living room and my master bedroom. Then I want to get the flooring in the living room. And finally, the base molding for the living room (along with replacing the base molding in the entry and hall).
It feels like the end could actually be in sight now! After all the home-improvement projects we've done over the last year, that just feels awesome! Once these projects are done, there will still be things on the "to do list". For one, we are hoping to put in central heat and air this year. And then we want to turn our attention outside. We will need to reroof soon and our yards are both in desperate need of a make-over. Someday I want new siding on our house, too - but that is way down the road!
For now, I'm loving how great the place looks with the new paint!
So, "Yay!!!" I have just finished painting the living room!!! This is a huge deal! I'm not sure why, but it is!
I still have a small laundry area in between the living room and kitchen that I'm going to paint, but I can easily and quickly do that either later today or tomorrow. Then all I have left is the family and dining rooms. I still need to get the paint for that though.
My next goal (after painting) is the crown molding for the living room and my master bedroom. Then I want to get the flooring in the living room. And finally, the base molding for the living room (along with replacing the base molding in the entry and hall).
It feels like the end could actually be in sight now! After all the home-improvement projects we've done over the last year, that just feels awesome! Once these projects are done, there will still be things on the "to do list". For one, we are hoping to put in central heat and air this year. And then we want to turn our attention outside. We will need to reroof soon and our yards are both in desperate need of a make-over. Someday I want new siding on our house, too - but that is way down the road!
For now, I'm loving how great the place looks with the new paint!
Wednesday, May 4, 2005
What makes today special?
Does anyone know? Okay then, I'll tell you.
Nine years ago today, Ryan and I (along with one of my best friends, Sarah) went to the Oakland Temple to receive our own endowments! To be honest, I don't remember that much. Most of what I remember is preparing for it and then the amazing feeling I had afterwards.
I remember bearing my testimony in church the following Sunday and describing how I felt - like I had been wrapped up in a big, soft, warm blanket.
It's interesting that this last Sunday I was asked by our Mia Maids teacher to substitute teach. The lesson was on the temple endowment and how to prepare to enter the temple. It was a great reminder for me.
I'll share with you one of the object lessons I used...
The Celestial Kingdom is like Minas Tirith. For those of you who are not familiar with LOTR, Minas Tirith or The White City is a beautiful (white) city built into the side of a mountain. It is made up of seven levels. You enter at the base and at the top you would find the Steward of Gondor (or at the end of LOTR, you would find the King of Gondor).
In order to enter the city, we must be baptized. But that really just gets us in the door. If we desire to reside where the Steward or King (or Heavenly Father) lives there are other ordinances that have to take place as well. As we make covenants and receive these ordinances we are able to be closer to Heavenly Father, just like moving up to higher levels in the city will take you closer to the Steward or King.
It isn't a perfect example - there aren't seven ordinances like the seven levels of Minis Tirath, but the idea was to try to help the girls understand why the endowment and other ordinances (like Sealings) are so important. They know that they needed to be baptized in order to enter the Celestial Kingdom, but did they realize that there are different levels of glory within the Celestial Kingdom and that baptism alone is not enough to reach our ultimate goal in returning to live with our Heavenly Father?
Well, I hope that it helped them to understand a little better why we need temples and how they help us reach our goal. And if it didn't, at least I got to draw a picture of Minis Tirath in church! lol
Nine years ago today, Ryan and I (along with one of my best friends, Sarah) went to the Oakland Temple to receive our own endowments! To be honest, I don't remember that much. Most of what I remember is preparing for it and then the amazing feeling I had afterwards.
I remember bearing my testimony in church the following Sunday and describing how I felt - like I had been wrapped up in a big, soft, warm blanket.
It's interesting that this last Sunday I was asked by our Mia Maids teacher to substitute teach. The lesson was on the temple endowment and how to prepare to enter the temple. It was a great reminder for me.
I'll share with you one of the object lessons I used...
The Celestial Kingdom is like Minas Tirith. For those of you who are not familiar with LOTR, Minas Tirith or The White City is a beautiful (white) city built into the side of a mountain. It is made up of seven levels. You enter at the base and at the top you would find the Steward of Gondor (or at the end of LOTR, you would find the King of Gondor).
In order to enter the city, we must be baptized. But that really just gets us in the door. If we desire to reside where the Steward or King (or Heavenly Father) lives there are other ordinances that have to take place as well. As we make covenants and receive these ordinances we are able to be closer to Heavenly Father, just like moving up to higher levels in the city will take you closer to the Steward or King.
It isn't a perfect example - there aren't seven ordinances like the seven levels of Minis Tirath, but the idea was to try to help the girls understand why the endowment and other ordinances (like Sealings) are so important. They know that they needed to be baptized in order to enter the Celestial Kingdom, but did they realize that there are different levels of glory within the Celestial Kingdom and that baptism alone is not enough to reach our ultimate goal in returning to live with our Heavenly Father?
Well, I hope that it helped them to understand a little better why we need temples and how they help us reach our goal. And if it didn't, at least I got to draw a picture of Minis Tirath in church! lol
Teacher Appreciation Week
Today I helped in the classroom again. I usually go every other Wednesday. Today Mrs. Heideman had me start working and as soon as the kids got back from Library, Acadia came up to me in the closet (like a little work station for the teachers) and told me I couldn't come out because they were working on Mother's Day gifts. I had to spend the entire two hours working in that closet!!! But I got a TON done for Mrs. Heideman. And I am really glad - it is Teacher Appreciation week, and I really appreciate her! Teachers work so hard and are so patient! So...Apprectiate your teachers this week!
Tuesday, May 3, 2005
Just for Eddie...
Yeah, I finally got to bed a little after 4, then had to get up at 7. Yesterday was lazy and yet busy. Had a YW presidency meeting then we took Acadia to see Polar Express - very cute!
Today I'm painting my entry and hall. YEAH!!! I've got the first coat done and will soon start the second coat.
So, I'm not still in bed...though last night was another one with little sleep. Up after 1 am!!! (Busy working on Mother's Day gifts to put in the mail today - Shhh, don't tell my mom!)
I'll be back soon...
Today I'm painting my entry and hall. YEAH!!! I've got the first coat done and will soon start the second coat.
So, I'm not still in bed...though last night was another one with little sleep. Up after 1 am!!! (Busy working on Mother's Day gifts to put in the mail today - Shhh, don't tell my mom!)
I'll be back soon...
Monday, May 2, 2005
Tick tock... tick tock...
Yeah, so I've done my dishes, started my laundry, and picked up the family room. I would consider painting, but my "painting clothes" are now in the wash...oops.
Besides, if I started to paint now, I would never get back to sleep. But at this point, I do still have a chance - to fall asleep just before the alarm goes off for me to get up! Won't that be fun!
Besides, if I started to paint now, I would never get back to sleep. But at this point, I do still have a chance - to fall asleep just before the alarm goes off for me to get up! Won't that be fun!
I hate it when this happens!
I got woken up at 12:30 (am) when Ryan got up to use the restroom (yeah, yeah - T.M.I., I know) - and I CAN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP!!! Ugghh.
So, I'm thinking...if I am going to be up, I might as well be up all the way. I'm going to do some dishes, start laundry, pick up the trashed family room (I've been painting this weekend - the rest of the house has been completely ignored.), and who knows what else. I figure at this rate, I'm going to be pretty tired tomorrow no matter what I do now, so I might as well get done now what I would have gotten done tomorrow if I had gotten a good night's sleep. Then if I want - I'll just be lazy tomorrow...uh, I guess that would be today.
Yeah, so that explains why I'm up at 2 am and not only posting on my blog, but also posting a (rather long) comment on Debi's (I didn't feel like linking it - if you wanna read, click on on the link at the side-bar. But then, if you already read her blog, you know how to get to it. And if you don't read her blog you probably don't care. And she doesn't believe in equal opportunity readers, so you need to register before she'll let you read it. But to her credit, she'll probably approve you, it just might take her a couple months...I love you, Debi!) blog instructing her on the "proper care and feeding" of fish - kind of.
I think I ramble when I'm up in the middle of the night - no, wait...I always ramble.
So, I'm thinking...if I am going to be up, I might as well be up all the way. I'm going to do some dishes, start laundry, pick up the trashed family room (I've been painting this weekend - the rest of the house has been completely ignored.), and who knows what else. I figure at this rate, I'm going to be pretty tired tomorrow no matter what I do now, so I might as well get done now what I would have gotten done tomorrow if I had gotten a good night's sleep. Then if I want - I'll just be lazy tomorrow...uh, I guess that would be today.
Yeah, so that explains why I'm up at 2 am and not only posting on my blog, but also posting a (rather long) comment on Debi's (I didn't feel like linking it - if you wanna read, click on on the link at the side-bar. But then, if you already read her blog, you know how to get to it. And if you don't read her blog you probably don't care. And she doesn't believe in equal opportunity readers, so you need to register before she'll let you read it. But to her credit, she'll probably approve you, it just might take her a couple months...I love you, Debi!) blog instructing her on the "proper care and feeding" of fish - kind of.
I think I ramble when I'm up in the middle of the night - no, wait...I always ramble.
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